I have a wish.. and I wish for nothing else but Happiness.

And by the way, I’m back in Singapore since 4th november and I am back to training in Singapore. Starting later (Sunday), 3pm-11pm. I have got tons of photos and have uploaded them in my facebook.. so… check it out.

I am coming back so soon! On 4th november, (estimated) 1825hr, plane will touched down and I will be back in Singapore from Manila after a long (and fast) 3 months stay! A lot of thoughts about it and the experiences I had here are beyond words can describe! Had so much fun and training was great. Shall share more about it when I’m back in Singapore.

Meanwhile, enjoy the photo above and spot me! Batch 1 mates and it’s awesome.

Will not be blogging again till I’m back!

I AM COMING HOME!!!!!

Yeeaaahhaaaa.. In about 14 more days and I will be home! Can’t wait, can’t wait! As the time is drawing nearer, every seconds passed is a torture coz’ the time just seemed to move so SLOWLY! Can’t wait to be back to my family. Geesss…

More laters!

Life’s so unpredictable. For some reasons, things happened.. I don’t know if I should laugh at it or cry. I miss home and as usual, I do get confused over some issues in life at times. Sometimes I couldn’t really make a decision, and when I do, things got a little screwed up and having mixed feelings are really awful. I wish things could be simpler and yeah, it seems a little impossible. I miss him sometimes… and I wonder if  things weren’t that bad, our status wouldn’t have changed.. And, yes, I’m coming home soon and I CAN’T WAIT!

Got my appraisal from trainers today and it was awesome. Not perfect, but good enough for me.. a little bit beyond my expectations. Gees.

When I’m back in 4th nov, I will be having 3 days off.. so if you wish to catch up with me or date me, please advance book ok!

Laters.

Next up, I am so GOING to watch this. Till now I still couldn’t believe my favorite MJ has passed away. Big SIGH.

Had a very fun and entertaining day. Went out with buddies and colleagues for FAME (damn nice movie! LOVE IT LIKE CRAZY!) and had dinner together at Gloretta. Wanted to try out Bubba Gump coz’ as mentioned by some colleagues that it’s superb but apparently my Buddy couldn’t eat coz’ she’s a vegeterian and hence some of us will go back there again to savour on it – shrimps.. seafood. Yumyum!

Initially before deciding on anything else, we wanted to try out the steamboat at one of the restaurants there.. however, it was packed and the customer service sucked. So we moved on to another thai restaurant. The food’s good.. portion’s great.. but as usual, too sweet for my taste bud. Mind you, Philippines food’s either too sweet or sour. Never have it been too spicy. I miss spicy food SO much!

Alot of fun and we went to Hard Rock Cafe to grab some nice tees. I bought 3 tops and it costs me 3,300 pesos which is about SGD100. Very nice tees and when we reached home, we cam-whored. Hehheh.

More later!!!! Night shift training again starting from Monday – 11pm to 7am! LOVE it!

Can’t wait, can’t wait!!! I know it’s out in Singapore… and it has just been released in Manila.

I am so couldn’t wait to watch it!

25 more days to go…

Not sure if you can see how strong the wind was. One of the tree fell too.

This was taken the very first day a typhoon hits where we actually encounter many floods and got stucked at our training centre for many hours. When we walked to Macdonalds nearby, our umbrella (and probably ourselves too) almost got blown away and we could barely stood still. We were all drenched and I tell ya, this was the best experience I had ever had in my entire life. A very terrible feeling!

Glad the typhoon is almost over (I hope) and I’m still safe. Love.

Browsed through all my past entries since 2007 and was quite amazed by what I had been through. The sweetness I once had with someone special.. how we met, undergo everything were amazing.

I’ve always thought that if only everything could be so pure and innocent and part of our brain could maintain that naiveness could be something advantageous to the way we all live as a human being in this pathetically cruel world. Sometimes you are fated to meet someone but on the other hand, you realized that things are not destined to be. No matter how much you wish for something to turn out great.. or be positive about… it never really happens the way you want it to be. The more you expect, the least you will receive. I feel a tremendous heartache when something happened almost a month ago, but I never like to show it out at all. I wasn’t feeling in my utmost positive ways… but I still manage to live my life normal.

Fairytale’s always a fairytale and when things have turned out bad enough, we can only move forward and face it bravely. Although the pain’s there.. although the sadness’s there.. although you’d probably feel wasted.. although it takes forever to heal… although……

We still have to adapt and live with it.

Sometimes I just so wish I could have someone to rely on forever. Someone whom I can share my whole sorrows and happiness with. I used to have that but it didn’t last. Humans are selfish, isn’t it? We’ll never learn to really appreciate what’s surrounding us until we actually lose it.

I feel depress at times.. but nonetheless, I’ll never let it affect my work and performance (hopefully)… I guess all Man should learn to be appreciative and live life to the fullest.

Peace. Pray hard I will survive if another predicted typhoon’s here again these few days.

Typhoon’s over (as what the weather forecast predicted)…. but life’s still the same. Doing great.. doing well here. But there are just some things… some things which are missing. No matter how strong I may have look or trying to be, I have my own insecurities and fears too. It’s been so long. I never thought my life would be so interesting. Sometimes what I least expected will always become a reality. Feeling emotional but didn’t want to share just yet.

Wish me luck!